Would I Change It If I Could?

Would I change it if I could? 
The tears I've cried, the hurts I've felt
All the pain and constant fears
The scars I wear and always will

Would I change it if I could?
The haunting memories good and bad
Thoughts that swirl and fill my head
Feelings I can't or won't escape
Questions I have and always will

Would I change it if I could?
The times and experiences I've had
The things I've seen, the ways I've felt
The roads not taken, opportunities lost
The journeys I've had and those yet to be

Would I change it if I could?
The perspectives I've lost or gained
The strengths that I've found along the way
The lessons I've learned and those I've forgotten
The changes I've made and those I will make

Would I change it if I could? 
I once thought I knew, but now I wonder.